unreachable saturnitey

geschrieben für der ashitaka

calm down it's all over
i won't ask for some feelings now
every moment takes me closer
no more time to figure it out

the months went so fast
well i stopped counting on thursday
so it seems i am the last
now im standing in the middle of your way

i dont want to hurt you
or force you to live in that cage
i know that its not new
to feel tragic and sadness and rage

so im just here to sing that
im glad of it every day
and i hope that you will get
the message that i want to say

it took time just to get here
it took blood it took tears it took hearts
today i feel you near
what means to be my reward

so come closer and please breathe in
i need you to realize once more
is that warmth from your bright skin?
please stay this way, i have to adore.